I’m trying to participate weekly again. So far so good. ^^ But before I’m telling you about finding my word I wanna say thank you for all your couraging words during my last posts concerning my dad’s health. It really meant a lot! My dad is doing okay so far. He had his surgery and he was very weak for weeks. The docs cut out one of his pulmonary lobes and further tests said that it was a malignant tumor. So he needed chemo therapy. He already had a few appointments and they are very exhausting for him. One treatment always contains two appointments where he gets infusions, one with 6 hours and one with 2 hours. BUT even though he feels weak and sick sometimes he’s not as sick and bothered with side effects as we feared he might be. He’s not losing his hair (he was afraid that he’s losing his beard) and he’s able to eat properly most of the time. He lost about 30 kg until now so his overweight is disappearing more and more and regardless of the illness he looks pretty good. We’re so relieved! We had a nice Christmas at our place and my dad was so happy that I made his cutlet with LOADS of onions. ^^ We played some games and exchanged presents and I drove them home around 9.30 p.m.
We also celebrated New Year’s Eve with them. My mum made a yummy raclette and I prepared some presents for a very funny Bingo game. So fun!
But now back to the challenge. 😀 I read all the words in Ali Edwards post and I wanted to go with appreciate. I felt though that there were more words that I could use so I wrote them all down and had 9 in the end. I made 9 pieces of paper, wrote one word on each piece and put them all face down on my desk. I let my left hand float above the pieces (maybe some of you know this method for drawing tarot cards) to see which one would draw my attention the most and ended up with two. When I turned them over I had to laugh really hard. I’m working on myself for a few years now – sometimes more, sometimes less and sometimes it’s easier and sometimes it’s really hard. But no matter what I do and what I try I always end up with the same or similar topic: myself, my well being, my self confidence. So which word did I draw? SELF and the second one was BEGIN. These two words belong together in my opinion so I will keep them both in mind. But for the challenge I decided to go with SELF.